Next appt: Feb 12, 2008
Monday, December 10, 2007
Retainers
Next appt: Feb 12, 2008
Monday, December 03, 2007
Naked Teeth
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Surgery day remembered
I couldn't believe that it has already been 1 full year! So how do I feel? I feel grrreat! My teeth feels "right" - the upper and lower teeth touch each other and they "fit." I am able to bite and break apart food with my front teeth, which I have never been able to do before. I still chew a lot with my back teeth but I think that's normal. I am very happy with my bite.
The titantium plate next to my nose on the left side is still there, although I never ever realize it's there. I can still feel it when I purposely look for it and press on that spot. Otherwise, it has not bothered me at all.
There is still a bit of sensation on my upper left lip. I feel a bit of tingliness and numbness in that area whenever I move my lips to talk, eat, etc. Half the time though, I forget about it and then I don't realize it's there. I've always had this sensation since the surgery and now that it's been a year, I begin to accept that this will be permanent. The OS and research that I've done on my own suggest that there is a risk with permanent numbness associated with a double jaw surgery. I just never thought I would be a statistic?! Maybe one day, it will be gone...but today, I accept that the numbness is here to stay. On a day to day basis, the numbness doesn't bother me all that much. Or maybe I just have so much other bigger things to think about...
I think the thing that bothers me most of all is my wrinkly chin. It's possibly because it's the one thing that other people can see (the plate & the numbness - no one can see it!) Yes, call me VAIN. I can't close my mouth and have my lips touch without using additional muscles. And the additional muscles cause my chin to get wrinkly. Maybe I'm just being overly critical or paranoid that people will notice my wrinkly chin. Chances are that they actually don't notice, or don't even care.
BUT (and it's A BIG BUT) despite of all the things that didn't necessarily go right, I AM SO HAPPY THAT I WENT THROUGH WITH BRACES & THE SURGERY. IT IS THE BEST DECISION I'VE MADE. I really can't stress this message enough so I had to put the words in Caps and Bold. The surgery has really changed my life for the better because now I can finally feel normal and confident. Self-esteem is so important to a person...as it has for me. I don't remember how many days and weeks and months I felt so horrible because of my teeth.
So if you're contemplating about having this surgery and/or afraid of the risks, please feel free to email me. I'm so happy to share my journey with you!
Anyhoo, here is a picture of my teeth and bite 1 year after surgery.... 2 days before my braces come out...
Monday, November 26, 2007
The Countdown Begins!
Note to self: Always wear retainers.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
DB
On one end, I am happy that I will be done...but on the other side, I'm scared that my teeth will start to shift. I must wear my retainers religiously!
Next plan: get teeth whiten! :D
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Test phase - 2nd Try
Saturday, September 15, 2007
2 year anniversary
Happy 2 year anniversary!
# 1 Rule of Thumb
I actually feel very good about my teeth lately. I could see that they are really straight and align nicely in all sides (from left to right, from top to bottom). I think I am getting close to having these braces removed!! Oh, I can't wait!
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Adjustment
The ortho made some adjustments to the archwires and I am also back on rubber bands. My teeth a bit tight and sore of course... but I feel a lot better now just because at least now I'm not wasting time. I can move along with my treatment.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Passport photo
So, my passport expired this month... and I need to get a new one. I've been dragging my feet in renewing it for a while mainly because of the passport photo. I will have to take a new one, with my braces on. The worst thing though, is that the photo will be on my passport for 10 years!! But my job requires me to have an active passport at all times -- since I need to travel internationally and usually in very short notice. So what to do? What to do? I can possibly smile without my teeth, but that's just not me. Plus, I have a wrinkly chin, remember? Sucks. Never thought this would create so much drama.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
"Test Phase"
Monday, July 09, 2007
So if you're reading this, and thinking about having jaw surgery, you should do it! There is nothing scary about it! Believe me -- the pain, the discomfort, the inconvenience -- these are all temporary!! You will eventually be OK and can reap the benefits of the surgery and enjoy a perfect smile. It is worth it!!
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Ortho visit - 6/26
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
But remember this one below??? This is my ugly side profile before the surgery.
In the scheme of things, despite all the miserable days of recovery and 3 weeks of liquid diet, the 2 years of metal mouth, this is all well worth it!! The pictures are worth a thousand words. And no, I don't think the beautiful sun and beach made the difference.Tuesday, May 01, 2007
5 months after surgery
Eating-wise -- I can eat most things now, including burgers and even peanuts (with my back teeth, of course!) I'm still very cautious of biting hard with my front teeth. My bite is not perfected yet, so I don't want to risk mis-aligning my jaw. By the way, my midline shifted again...since I'm off rubberbands.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Ortho Visit
Next Appointment: May 25, 2007
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Sick Again!
Next ortho appointment: Tuesday, April 10, 2007.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Rubber-band free
I guess I'll never be satisfied.
Friday, February 23, 2007
3 months Post Surgery
1. The solid lump right next to my nose - which is one of the titanium plates. The OS told me that I can have that removed. The procedure which take about 15 minutes in the office, but would require me to be sedated. There will be swelling for about a week. The plate doesn't really bother me all that much, only when I press on it. It doesn't really hurt otherwise so I'm not sure if I am willing to go through another surgery again.
2. I can't close my mouth naturally - this can be corrected by have the genioplasty (chin augmentation). The OS will have to move my chin forward 4 mm to force my lower lip to touch my upper lip. Again, another surgery?! I don't know if I can take it.
3. Because I can't close my lips naturally, I have to use my muscles to force them to close. As a result, my chin gets "wrinkly." The solution - Botox!! I was quite surprised to hear this, but apparently, this is used to relax the muscles. It is the same way used to eliminate fine lines and wrinkles on the face. Each injection lasts 4 months -- and I will have to do it at least 3 times.
Any procedure I choose will be covered by the insurance since they consider this the "whole package" in making my jaws both functional and enhancing my appearance. I haven't really decided what to do yet... I guess the bottom line is what bothers me most and how far am I going to go to correct it. I think I most likely lean towards the Botox injections because my chin does get really wrinkly and I hate it. I have a picture of my "wrinkly" chin! This picture doesn't really show the wrinkles that well, but I see it every time I close my mouth. The pictures I've posted previously actually show the wrinkles more. Maybe I'm just being overly critical of my appearance, but I guess when you go through surgery, you expect everything to be perfect.
Don't get me wrong, I am still very happy with my overall results. I look different and better, I think. I just have to get used to my new face. The emotional aspect of it gets better each day. I took a picture of myself today to mark my 12-week progress... I am beginning to like my new smile! Just can't wait until I get my braces off!! 7 more months I think.
I CAN'T WAIT!!
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Sick during Recovery
I ended up postponing my surgeon appointment to the 20th of this month. This is just a follow-up appointment. The solid lump besides my nose is still there, but I haven't paid too much attention to it lately. I guess I'm just used to it now, or have learned to accept it. The only thing I need to tell my OS is that my upper lip is still tight when I open my mouth. I don't know is this is what people call numbness... whatever it is, I just know it is not normal and it has to go away over time. Recounting the weeks since my surgery, I've reached my 10-week mark! I wonder at what point should I feel 100% recovered?
Monday, January 29, 2007
8 weeks post-op
Diet:
I've been eating a lot more foods now. I've moved up to chewable foods although I try to be careful of extremely tough foods. Just recently, I am able to eat chicken, fish balls, thin potato chips, etc. It's a lot of work to chew these foods... but I figure, if I always take the easy way out by eating only soft foods, then my jaws will never learn to chew and bite. So I'm forcing myself to work a bit -- of course, I know my limits. No calamari and beef for me yet! I've gained back about 3 lbs I think. I don't pay much attention about my weight. I just want to eat at this point!
Emotion:
I feel better now in accepting my new look although I won't say I'm 100% happy yet...maybe because I still have my braces on and they are looking more noticeable than before. The rubber bands only make it worse. I am OK with my face when my mouth is closed (i.e. the picture above). But when I talk and smile with my mouth open, it's a different story. Last week, I felt so depressed about my nose, which is now more tilted up and flatter than before. My nostrils are more noticeable, which makes my nose looks like Ms. Piggy. I think this is the one change that I HATE THE MOST. I tell myself this is not the final product yet. I'm still improving every day and will see the subtle changes in the months to come.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
16 months anniversary
Right now, I still look funny. My swelling hasn't gone down completely yet and I have an overbite that is all too noticeable! I went back to work today after 6 weeks of medical leave. Everyone thought I looked different. Some said that I looked great. Could they have said that just for politeness? courtesy? kindness? I don't know for sure. It's hard to tell. No one will tell you the truth in these kinds of situations. I talked so much today. Many people came by to say Hi. One of my collegues got me flowers, which was really nice. I kept on talking and talking, because people tend to ask about the surgery, the recovery, etc. By the end of the day, I talked so much that my rear brackets probably scraped off some skin along the walls of my mouth. I started to bleed. The bleeding was a bit painful so at the very end of the day, I refused to talk at all. I tried putting on some wax yesterday because I knew this would happen, but it was hard to get the wax all the way in to the rear... I'm sure there will be more talking tomorrow. I'll just try to be careful.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Ouch!
I got the same archwires put in and c-chains. I haven't had c-chains for a while, so my teeth felt a bit tight. I had the silver ones on both upper and lower. Then I got the rubberbands. I've been wearing rubberbands after-surgery already, but they weren't that tight. They were used just to give added support to my jaws and not meant to create major movement. But today's rubberbands are something different!! They hurt!! My teeth are so sore right now. I can barely open my teeth.
My upper and lower mid-lines are beginning to drift so I had to wear these rubberbands to move the teeth to their proper alignment. I have to change them 2 to 3 times a day. Different variations of the rubber bands will be prescribed to me for the next few months. This is the only way to perfect my bite.
Next OS appointment: Feb 8, 2007.
Next Ortho appointment: Feb 27, 2007
Friday, January 05, 2007
5 weeks Post-op
So far everyone I've seen told me that I look totally different. They all said that if they saw me on the street unexpectedly, they would not have recognized me. I know I look different. I'm actually nervous to go back to work to see everyone in my office. They will be so surprised.
2 weeks after being unwired. I am able to open my mouth quite widely now. I measure the opening very un-scientifically by seeing how far my tongue can stick out. :) I try to take it slow on the chewing. For the most part, I don't chew. I can chew noodles and soft rice if necessary. Otherwise, I don't attempt to over-exert my jaws. My bite is not the best right now either because I know many of upper and lower teeth don't fit together (hence 9 more months of braces)....
My next ortho appointment is next Thursday, Jan 11. My ortho was going to check with my OS to see if I'm ready to continue my orthodontic treatment. I would sure hope so. The earlier I re-start, the earlier I'll be done. That day will definitely be a beautiful day.